heyy....

I havn posted in like...forever

but maybe right now is exactly when I should restart...


I shud ofcourse mention how in the past few weeks...a LOT of things changed for me

but I dun wanna talk about any of it right now...

everything is going wrong now...

to start with the least worse....my marks sucked...

I didn't top ANY exam...not one....I din even get the ICP award!...which goes to Rioko who isn't even in the same ICP class as me!!
I am not getting and overall 7 for any subject! not even 1...except chinese maybe...I am in ICP....btw....=(

AND....i get the most hardworking student prize....FOR CHINESE!!!....I wanna kill myself!!


My best friend....let's just say she has more important things in her life....umm....like prom and guys....oh AND alcohol....

I am going to India for 2 months...which means I can't see Sam or any of my friends for soooo long!


I feel so lost....

and my waveboard....is with Mr. Lloyd who is doing god-knows-what with it right now

it all comes down to...I am a loser...a sucker....


oh and....I am performing for grad...like the whole skool even wants to see and indian dance but I have to take part in more school activities...according to my parents...


thinking about it....maybe India isn't so bad....running away from this place...seems perfect to me....

watever....bye